I have always been an emotional person, as a child I would cry watching Little house, something about other peoples happiness always made me cry. Somethings never change, Im still that emotional person I was in my youth. I cry at strangers weddings, news stories, I even cry watching Idol. Why? I dont know, I always have and I guess I always will.
The last 2 weeks have been very emotional for me, I dont care for March very much, march 14th is a diagnoses anniversary for Skylar and March 28th is when our life really got flipped upside down, Sky caught the flu and we spent 3 months in the hospital, Sky came home physically changed, and I did too. So for me, Im more then Happy to see April fools day roll in!
The last 2 weeks have also been so hard, I look at my beautiful, happy little boy and I wonder what he would be like if he didnt have any limitations, I can see it in his eyes and since his emotion, his life his ora. Sky is special, not just because he has an illness, not because he has a trach, but deep down he is special. there is a light that shines in his smile and echos through his voice. Do I feel sorry for my baby boy? No, he is happy and full of love and life, do i wish him whole, yes.... Someday they will find a cure, and I can only hope and pray that the love of my life will still be at my side when it happens, so that we can be whole.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
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